Thursday, November 26, 2009

I WisH I CouLD~


i wish i could~ do everything that i like to do..

i wish i could ~ be more close with you as a friend..

i wish i could ~ be more free with you..

i wish i could ~ be with the one who i care and love..

i wish i could ~ love you more than that..

i wish i could~ make u happy when you be with me

i wish i could~ be more smarter than u..

i wish i could~ ignore all the things that confusing me..

i wish i could ~ happy than present day...


i really wish i could~ but it just a wish..........

i WisH i cOulD.....

i wish i could~ do the things that i want to do~

I wish i could~ ignore all the things that confusing me.....

I wish i could~ be with the one who i care and love........

I wish i could~ be more close with you as my friend~

i wish i could~ be more smarter than other!

i wish i could~ happier than present day...

i wish I could~ love you more than that ....

i wish i could~ make you more happy when you be with me~

i wish i could~ be more free with you.....

i really wish i could~~ but it just a wish.. .........

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

iN mY MInD

Go through my mind, it flash through a lot of thing: my wish, my hope, my feelings and my memories~ about my feelings, now i feel free without him.. released!! nothing was tighten me any longer! But should i be sad while i not even feel sad with it? im so so so sorry bout this~ After ended yearsss of relationship, i thought i found a new kind of relationship, although it not really accepted by those who is around me, but it still can happen... Since my Uni life started, there a lot of changes, of course the environment, besides, there r a lot of people "appear" around me~ i should be happy with this. But~unfortunately.. it is not lasting~
I cant believe i can meet up these people, i should appreciate them as being my friend!
First sight, even v dunno each other, it just a suprised and who knows we can continue it untilll today? hoo~ In the begining, our relation were very good than friend but after a period of time, problems appear! Close friend become extra- ordinary friend~ once a relation become worsen, it cant be turned back like before, it maybe due to the attitude of making friends nor jealousy~ maybe v r not believe with each other n not willing to go for the 1st step... but, for now is all settled... forget everything which is anoying n i'll make this relationship as a sweet dream and sweet memories~ thanks god!